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| Sun, 02-03-2008 - 6:22pm |
Hello.
I just wanted to tell you all that I have been lurking around for a while now and that I can relate to each and every one of you hurting out there. I feel your pain, which is mine as well.
I wish I had words of wisdom to share, but I have nothing, I am empty and I wish I could help you, all of you. I have a great deal of admiration for those of you who do try and help out. I can see most of you do. Thank you, for your words reach me as well.
I also wish I could share my story, but I am just too scared and paranoid to do so. ivillage is no secret in my life, was no secret to my ex either, and I would not like it for anyone who knows me to read my story. I am a regular I just changed my name!
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I can relate to your pain. I was abandoned in the most cruel way. I have passed through all the feelings: shock, anger, guilt, sadness, disappointment, you name it. But most of it pain. Pain that refuses to go away. And I am stuck, not knowing how to deal and living just the best way I can. I have done it all: therapist, old friends, new friends, excercise, activities, focusing on work, books, etc. I have not seen him since or talked to him at all.

Hi Sun_78,
I know what you mean.
Sun:
First, I've been where you are in that feeling of 'stuck in pain'.