1 wk.....NC.....it's hard
Well, it's been 1 wk. of NC w/ AP. I'll admit I'm a little sad and unhappy. I do think about what we've done and if he's with someone else. Sorry, but I do. I know that this insanity has to end and I have to "take off the blinders" and see this for what it really is. I really do want to call him and ask him for a "one more time" but I know that's not going to help me. Every time I think of him, I try to remember how he treated me....never returning my calls, never returning my texts, telling me if I wanted to give him oral I could but "hurry up" because he had to go somewhere. He never respected me as a person. As a result of that, somewhere along the way I lost respect for myself. I never intended too....
I'm glad I found this board. Alot of the ladies on here are an inspiration to me. The Healing Library really helps.....read alot of helpful posts.
That's my update so far......