11 days NC!!!!
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| Sun, 10-17-2004 - 4:21pm |
I had a slip us two weeks ago as i posted and your words of encouragment and advice helped me forgive myself and continue my NC. I never told him it was over but he was probably waiting for me to call for his B'Day and i'm so happy i didn't. And as i read in one of the posts, it's true what he feels should be irrelevant to me, i had put myself through too much and have been hurt too many times, and neither me, my H or my family deserves this.
I'm just hoping i don't go through another withdrawal again, it's the worst feeling and i felt so helpless. I was wondering i'm leaving in a few months, do you think i should call to say goodbye or send a letter? I asked my friend the only person who knows about A and she said not to call him for his b'day but she told i should just call him right before i leave since it's safe at that point and will give me a sense of closure. What do you thikn
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