1st Full Day of NC... feeling strong

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Registered: 04-20-2003
1st Full Day of NC... feeling strong
Tue, 03-09-2004 - 11:16am


Actually feeling pretty good today, don't know why that surprises me...

I slept very well last night, but then again, it could have been the .5 mg of Xanax that I took. I don't want to have to take that to be normal though.

I really am inspired to work on myself right now... I know I have a lot of things to work out before I can work on my marriage. I've been married for 4 years now, H knows nothig about the A. So, I suppose I may have it better than I thought...

I just want to go back to school... finish my degree, take up new hobbies, spend more time with my son, challenge myself, not just sit there and "be"!! I want to live life to the fullest, instead of feeling miserable and sorry for myself!!

I know there will be bad days as well as good days, but damn, I am feeling unstoppable today! Maybe some of this will rub off on anyone having a hard time today...

Theme of the day... CARPE DIEM!!!!!!


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