4 week gift to my M
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| Thu, 08-05-2010 - 8:42pm |
OK, this weekend, i am going to celebrate.
Celebrate my M
Celebrate my H
Celebrate my strength and achievement
As you know H works away from home midweek, so weekends can be pretty full on catching up with mundane house stuff, chainsawing rotten trees, childrens birthdays etc and yes i admiton occasions this last year or so, surrounding myself (H and I) with friends to avoid intimacy one on one, i shut him out utterly and completely, it is scary how easy it was to do.
I have kept this weekend free, we are going to catch up, hopefully minus children, we need to reconnect further, we just need time out from chores, from the hustle and bussle of life. Just to lie in bed, without an alarm, without children running a muck, to relax to read papers and whatever else a relaxed, non pressured environment brings.Not necessarily the physical intimate side but

Good thoughts.
Best to both of you.
Glad you are making the special effort.
We only miss what could have been.
We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.
Thank you RBM, it was a good weekend.... roll on 5 weeks,
New Choices, New Chapter,
New Challenges,