Oh Pilatesgirl!! Can you not arrange for someone to drop your son off to the party? I am scared seeing him might expose you to more hurt.
From what I experience every time I come in contact with xAP (we are co workers) and we even utter a 'hi' to each other, I begin over analyzing. I try and avoid him by all means these days. While I miss him too much - I don't have to doubt myself and berate myself for behaving or not behaving a certain way with him. I read and reread and then read the 'Zen of doing nothing' (from the healing library). Take care and let us know how the day goes.
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Bless you, Victory, for your wisdom. I appreciate it.
Misty
And you, too, Hazel...such words of wisdom!
Misty
I'm glad it helped to relate.
Oh Pilatesgirl!! Can you not arrange for someone to drop your son off to the party? I am scared seeing him might expose you to more hurt.
From what I experience every time I come in contact with xAP (we are co workers) and we even utter a 'hi' to each other, I begin over analyzing. I try and avoid him by all means these days. While I miss him too much - I don't have to doubt myself and berate myself for behaving or not behaving a certain way with him. I read and reread and then read the 'Zen of doing nothing' (from the healing library). Take care and let us know how the day goes.
((HUGS))
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