6 months with NC ........
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6 months with NC ........
| Mon, 12-06-2004 - 11:01am |
To all who think the pain will never get better. With everyday that passes not one goes by where he doesn't cross my mind but the pain does lighten and your life goes on. I was in a major affair for well over 5 years with some one who was more than wonderful to me at times and at other just like my husband. I made the decision to let him go so he could find someone who could be 100% devoted to him like he needed. He was sad but knew this is what had to happen in order for us to stop this never ending roller coaster ride. Well its 6 months later and I'm still here all of you......I didn't die although at times I felt like it. I learned to love and cherish the people who are most important in my life and not look outside for what I need inside my marriage. Please take my advise it does
get better you just have to want it as bad as I did. At times during this course in my life I so bad wanted to just see if he was okay. Now I ask my self what the HE$# for he never called me to see how I was doing so apparently he has moved on and GOOD for him we both did slide back in to the seat. I know he is okay as I am or else we wouldn't have kept this NC for so long. To all who want to keep no contact and think they can't well think again, YOU CAN!
Be strong and come here as many times as you need like I did.
Soul
get better you just have to want it as bad as I did. At times during this course in my life I so bad wanted to just see if he was okay. Now I ask my self what the HE$# for he never called me to see how I was doing so apparently he has moved on and GOOD for him we both did slide back in to the seat. I know he is okay as I am or else we wouldn't have kept this NC for so long. To all who want to keep no contact and think they can't well think again, YOU CAN!
Be strong and come here as many times as you need like I did.
Soul

Soul
Nice to here from you again and that you are making it, I hope you and hubby are working through lifes issues together.
Blessings on you and yours
Free
Jazzdiva