8 days and counting

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Registered: 11-06-2004
8 days and counting
Fri, 02-11-2005 - 12:41am
I guess they say 3rd time is a charm.. It has been 8 days of NC for me an XMM.. I have had good days and bad days today was a bad one I wanted to so bad to call him just to see how he is. I know I cant but I guess I just want to know he misses me or thinks of me something. When does that part stop? I have thought so much about it and I dont even miss the sexual part of the A but the friendship an closeness we had the friends ship BEFORE the A is whats killing me to give up. Ironically I dont feel regret or anything about the A , I know we were wrong for many reasons. He needs to decide what he wants and where his life is headed an as one poster said an as he said .. I made the bad part of his life bearable , I am not there to do that any more, maybe he will make up his mind tho we both know I cant wait around till he does. I have drove myself crazy today but it is almost time for bed and tomorrow is a new day..Guess I am done ranting.. Does any one have any profound resolutions ? Please share...