About those emails and other thoughts...

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-01-2010
About those emails and other thoughts...
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Wed, 11-17-2010 - 11:28am

:smileyvery-happy: I’ve gone back about half a dozen times to check my trash bin to see if his emails are still gone. Yep, of course they are.

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 04-20-2009
Wed, 11-17-2010 - 2:47pm

So much progress!

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-20-2009
Wed, 11-17-2010 - 2:50pm

This bring such a smile to my face.:smileyhappy:

BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
iVillage Member
Registered: 08-30-2010
Wed, 11-17-2010 - 5:21pm

Always...this is SO wonderful to read.

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-25-2010
Wed, 11-17-2010 - 5:49pm

Hugs!

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'It may be that when we no longer know what to do,
We have come to our real work,
And that when we no longer know which way to go,
We have begun our real journey'
- Wendell Berry

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-30-2006
Wed, 11-17-2010 - 9:29pm
Yeah Alwayst! It gives all of us tender newbies hope to hear this. Deleting is so hard but so freeing. Yeah for you cutting the cord.
Xoh
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Registered: 04-01-2010
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 6:37am

Thanks, WCF!! I will definitely be seeing the ladies in Tweenerville on Jan. 12, 2011. I've already got it marked on next year's calendar. LOL.

Yes, totally different approach this time. It helped that I had reached a point where I was just "done with it" in my mind. Then I sent him a goodbye email and blocked, never looking back. And I had FAITH that I would get over the early withdrawal and the stages where I caved each time before. When I felt the urge to break NC, I would come here and post or read or go for a walk or run or just sit and let the feeling wash over me, knowing it would pass. I believed in myself this time. Anyway, I am through the worst of the withdrawal and on my way to a much better place.

My sincerest of thanks for everyone's support because I couldn't do it without you!!

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.