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| Wed, 12-09-2009 - 10:58am |
Day 21...and the now the pain is becoming unbearable. The reality of it all has left me unable to sleep and when i do i only dream of him :( i wake up with
| Wed, 12-09-2009 - 10:58am |
I'm so sorry Sinking....if you read my recent posts, you'll know that I know exactly how you feel and am going through the same thing.
I probably don't have much advice to offer you since nothing I'm doing is making it better either.
(((sinking)))
What you are experiencing is grief, not depression. When we realize that our hopes and dreams are now beyond resurrection and shattered for good, the grief can be overwhelming. Because you are able to do things such as working out, reading, eating when you can, etc., this tells me
~Iddy~
Oh girl...STOP!! Come ON now!! Pick yourself up! You're better than all that! I don't know your story, I'll have to look for it but I can't imagine that it's much different than the rest of the ladies here so I'll give the same advice...
You are better than that! You're totally pining for a man who is a liar. The way a man treats his wife and/or gf doesn't change with who he's with....you want him to treat you that way? You want him to run around behind your back and make you look like an ass the way he does to the one he's with now?
Miss Know It All...I just want you to know I love your posts.
I know you are right...my head tells me alll that you posted...perhaps my heart will soon catch up! I know who he is NOW. I am greiving for a man who does not exist and a relationship that was also fabricated. Its such a blow to my self-esteem to be so duped and so blind. I do think that he loved me. But they love their dogs too..right?
((HUGS)) to you sinking!!
I know EXACTLY where you are at!
Sinking,
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~Iddy~