Ah, healing...it feels really good

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Registered: 12-11-2009
Ah, healing...it feels really good
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Sun, 01-10-2010 - 4:19pm

Greetings~


Wow, this ending business has been one helluva journey for me...not unlike everyone else's, I know....


I am finally not crying every day, several times a day. Finally, not every song I hear reminds me of xap. I am accepting/appreciating that he has not contacted me (new phenomenon-I'm only on Day 2, but hanging in there!). I don't feel that all too familiar pain in my chest-the one that set up shop over a month and a half ago and held on for dear life. Sometimes I

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-28-2004
Sun, 01-10-2010 - 4:45pm

Free,


I'm so happy for you. Thanks for sharing.


iVillage Member
Registered: 12-07-2009
Sun, 01-10-2010 - 5:36pm

Hey Free,


Looks like it's time to drop the 2nd 1/2 of your moniker. You sound strong, aware, and definitely

   ~Iddy~ 


iVillage Member
Registered: 12-11-2009
Sun, 01-10-2010 - 5:55pm

Hey there~


I know...I was spouting off a few days ago that I needed to drop the "confused" from my name and then I had a setback.


But....I've just been keenly aware these past few days that the I FEEL GOOD! times have lasted way longer and the thoughts of xap have been MUCH fewer. When I do have thoughts, I've

iVillage Member
Registered: 12-04-2009
Sun, 01-10-2010 - 6:18pm
Yay I am so happy for you free. You have given me hope :)
Time heals all wounds, unless you pick at them.
--Shawn Alexander
Time heals all wounds, unless you pick at them. --Shawn Alexander
iVillage Member
Registered: 07-24-2005
Sun, 01-10-2010 - 7:14pm

Free


I'm really impressed with your line of thinking because I