All the lies
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All the lies
| Mon, 03-07-2005 - 4:12pm |
I am just over whelmed thinking of all the lies he has told me, why was I so stupid to believe them, now since I am trying to end all contact I just can not believe all the lies I fell for. He must think I am stupid, but that is ok, because I KNOW NOW. And I will never fall for it again, I am feeling NUMB to all. Yeah he may have played me, but I have the rest of my life to have a happy healthy relationship, he will always be with his miserable marriage and be cheating on the side, I have accepted he will never see what he lost, but I am going to see what I gained and I will be happy again. His wife can have him! His lies, his games, his control, his jealousy, his job, all his other women. All he was to me was a fantasy, he never existed time to wake up and smell the roses~

yeap, its all lies, for my experience OW told me that she was sorry to "lead me on", well it think what she meant was she lied to me
im a fool to believe her and i convinced myself that it would work, its all a fantasy we build in our head and our hearts believed it also
i hope we all learn from our experiences
eat some ice cream !!!
take care,
max
- there is too much drama in my life now that i felt like i can write a script and send it to hollywood or be yet, im gonna make a new reality show based on "affairs"