Any oldtimers still lurking....
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Any oldtimers still lurking....
| Tue, 10-19-2004 - 2:28pm |
I would love to hear updates!! I haven't been here in a long time. I am still sorting things thru with my marriage or lack there of, and I have had no physical contact with OM for over a year now. We tried to go the "friends" route but that wasn't what we had imagined it would be, as there is still a ton of raw emotions on both sides....unfortunately we have to do the NC thing or we wind up destroying each other all over again!! Hope you are all doing well!!
Karry

As I just posted to Dipss, I still have good days and bad, and days when I really, really want to contact XMM. At those times, I need to remember that XMM was like a drug for me. I don't think it was really ever about loving HIM, it was about the euphoria he made me feel. Now that I've been able to identify that, it's alot easier to handle the pangs and urges when they sneak up on me.
Thanks for checking in here! It's good when "oldtimers" share their experiences! Love, Mo.