Arrrrrg. A little frustrated

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Arrrrrg. A little frustrated
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Mon, 11-15-2010 - 8:42pm

Yuck. I miss him. No, that's BS. I miss how I felt when I saw my bb light flash and I just "knew" it was him sending me a message. I miss the rush of seeing his name pop up on my email. I miss how I felt during the heyday of the A--beautiful, sexy, witty, desired, wanted, needed, excited, naughty, special. ALIVE!!!

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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Registered: 10-17-2010
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 8:59pm

yup it sure does!

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Registered: 08-30-2010
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:01pm

Oh always...hugs to you hun.

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Registered: 09-22-2010
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:06pm

Ah the BB tipoff! I remember it so well. I got rid of my

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Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:11pm
Browndress, I hear you loud and clear! No hijack at all. I appreciate you putting things into perspective. I've thought about getting rid of my bb, but I love bb so I may just get another, different color or something. BTW, I can soooooo relate to so many things in your post. Thanks for chiming in.
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 08-30-2010
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:28pm
You can set your bb to not blink red when you have a new message. :)
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Registered: 10-17-2010
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:28pm

Love your post browndress. Hit the nail on the head so well!

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Registered: 01-30-2006
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 9:30pm

Hugs to you Always,

Thanks to you I deleted - for once and for all -

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Mon, 11-15-2010 - 11:58pm

Hi alwayst2 :)

I am far far far from being all better, but its ok alwayst2 if we aren't there yet or near it yet, we will be though:).

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Tue, 11-16-2010 - 1:25am

ohmy! Always! I FORGOT about that darned CrackBerry Buzz I got in the hey day of my affair.

I would ditch that thing stat. I have just a normal little crap cell phone now - that I frankly let run out of battery now..just because ...well...I CAN. :)

I just got those crazy feelings back again remembering that bbm ring. What a frenzy those damn affair feelings were! CRACKED OUT!

Im tired too!!!! This stuff is draining. We're doing so good you know in the grand scheme of things - we're resisting alot of stuff that was habitual for us for a very long time. I heard this method yesterday called IMPROVE which is an acronym for breaking bad habits.

the I is for Identify the real

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Tue, 11-16-2010 - 6:45am
Sometimes I envision Iddy as our Fairy Affair Godmother who indeed carries a magic wand, and as we gain enlightenment, swoosh, she circles it above our heads, sprinkling us with stars and pixie dust, and we enter into the next phase of healing. But darn, I wish she would wave it just once and we'd be all better in one swoop!!!
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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