Bad Day

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Registered: 10-21-2009
Bad Day
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Sat, 06-19-2010 - 2:19pm

I've had another week of NC/very low LC and was actually doing really good.

But suddenly feel so emotional today:(

My husband is out of town, and I hate sleeping alone. So I couldn't sleep last night, and when I finally did fall asleep, I was dreaming of xap. And I woke up and started crying and still feel very raw, and I don't know why emotions run like that. I miss him today, and I hate that. I know there is nothing to miss, and I won't break NC, just having a hard time right now. Heavy sigh.

Gone

**Bloodied but unbowed**
**Bloodied but unbowed**
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Registered: 05-10-2010
In reply to: gonebabygone
Sat, 06-19-2010 - 3:13pm

Hi GBG,


It sucks, doesn't it?

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Registered: 05-05-2010
In reply to: gonebabygone
Sat, 06-19-2010 - 3:16pm

Hi Gone,

Wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you. I know exactly how you feel. Why does our heart miss them when our head knows that there is really nothing worth missing?? UGH!!

I struggle more when my H is out of town as well. I have to fall asleep with the TV on to keep my mind from wandering to xAP.

Try to find something to do today to keep yourself busy. Anything to keep your mind occupied on something else.

I'm sending you BIG hugs and I want you to know that you are not alone.

-Angel

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Registered: 10-21-2009
In reply to: gonebabygone
Sat, 06-19-2010 - 4:08pm

Thank you ladies

Gone

**Bloodied but unbowed**
**Bloodied but unbowed**
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Registered: 04-01-2010
In reply to: gonebabygone
Sun, 06-20-2010 - 7:45am

((((hugs))))


xoxo


~alwayst2

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 02-02-2010
In reply to: gonebabygone
Mon, 06-21-2010 - 8:42am

Hi-


Ok, a bad day... it's ok. You are still here. You are still on the road to recovery. We've all had those bad days and they do pass... you know that. I started viewing the bad days as growth spurts... because even though

Jane
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/