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| Thu, 10-28-2004 - 1:33pm |
Have had NC for almost a week (as of tomorrow) after a stupid blow up about what I said to a third party and it got back to him (despite the fact that I TOLD him what I told her). I've been SOOOO good about NC, but it's KILLING me. So I've had this idea that what if I call him, when he answers say "sorry wrong number" and hang up. He knows he's 4 on my speed dial and I can profess I meant to call 7. Or he just won't answer at all. I don't know why, but I just can't seem to let go, even tho the NC on his part is pretty obvious he wants to end it. If I can go til Monday with NC, I'm getting me some Wendy's 99 cent menu items (my treat). Please help! Feel free to be as harsh as possible!

Seriously. I don't get what you want to accomplish.
Geez! I get it already! It was dumb. Anymore buses want to run over Dipss today??? (LOL)
You know Jellie, I am still holding onto that 2x4 so watch it. ;)
Dipss!
Wish it was at LEAST Friday, SOOOOOOOOO want to get on with this week and get it OVER with.
Good to know you did not break down, to crank call, sending him that "I am thinking of you, call me while I am weak, don't really want to continue NC" non-verbal message...
My most pertinent question is...why do you have to replace one bad habit to another (as a way to reward yourself)? Affair to grease-laden junk food...know what I mean? Why not treat yourself to a manicure, facial...enroll in a French/Spanish class, whatever...anything that would only improve yourself, make you feel better in the long run, on a consistent basis...
Doesn't matter, he broke NC last night. Maybe someday I'll be ready to end it for good. I am SOOOOOO weak tho.