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| Sat, 12-11-2004 - 3:14pm |
Could my luck get any worse??? I swear, it must be karma!
So, H & I got up this morning and drove half an hour to the body shop to pick up his truck. While we were waiting, H saw an anmial shelter across the street. Knowing I am a big animal lover, he said, let's go check it out.
We get there, and it's an all cat shelter (my fav!). The girl who works there was telling me that if you can't adopt (we have 3 cats already) you can sponsor a cat for a small annual fee. SOUNDS GREAT!! (I swear this story has a point, just bare with me...) So I'm walking through one of the 'cat houses' and this beautiful gray long hair comes up to me and starts purring and rubbing his head against me. He was the sweetest, cutest kitty there!! I just fell in love w/ him instantly! "THAT'S HIM, I said That's the one I want to sponsor!" "Oh, that's ______ (fill in my xOM's name!!!!)" the girl working there says! Needless to say, I chose another cat!
Diva

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Trish,
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That is a very cool way to look at it!! Thanks!!
Diva
Anytime Diva,
Trish :-)
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UHG,
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You have no idea how glad I am to hear that...on second thought, maybe you do!!
Funny how silly things like names, food, songs, streets, coffee (Starbucks in particular)can spark a memory and smack ya in the face :-)
Ya know - I was at that party Saturday night and the girls congregated in the kitchen and the guys were outside. I looked through the windo and saw H standing there, laughing and smiling and having a great time. It made me wonder, "What would xOM be doing if he was here? Would he be at ease and as comfortable?" Then I thought...who cares! That was Saturday...today is a different story :-) (I'm still having good and bad moments)
Again, part of the price we pay for getting involved in A in the first place, I guess! :-p
Diva
Bad luck, bad karma, bad decisions, whatever you want to call it--we've got it!
Personally, I talk to my magic 8 ball too often. Same question: "Is it over between xMM and I?" Today is said, "Without a doubt." Aaaah, that makes me feel better. Now I will stop waiting for him to show up on his white horse to sweep me away. (snort!)
Stay strong ladies! I'll drink my next Starbucks in your honor.
Magic 8 ball... i used to ask ... does he really care and wait for the "without a doubt". Now i will ask.. will i get over it soooon.. and look for the without a doubt
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humour is good, thanks I had a laugh at this one
i shall go into my kids room and try one more time to see what the magic ball has in store for me :-)
Trish
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Yesterday must have been one of those days! I was thinking about him all day - I think it's just because I have the flue and have been feeling crappy.
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Wish I could say the same...yep, I broke down and dialed his #. I was on my way home from work. I unblocked my cell so he would know it was me. He didn't answer, I didn't leave a message, he didn't call back. I feel so stupid today...thank G-d I have an appt w/ T today...I'm really gonna need it!!!!
Diva
Oh, Diva!
I'm sorry you've been struggling so much lately.
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Thanks UHG. Man I don't know what my deal is!! I've been crying all day!
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I agree - in all honesty, I don't know what I would have said to him...or what he would have said to me. I think I just wanted him to answer. I wanted to know that he WOULD talk to me. Now I feel even worse!
I wish I could just turn back time. I wish I never had the stupid A in the first place. I wish I had been strong enough to walk away 6 months ago.
It seems like just when I start to make some progress, something triggers me and I go back inot this horrible regression mode. Sometimes I feel like I'll never be ok again (I know I will, it just feels that way sometimes).
Diva
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