Like a Bad Penny

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Like a Bad Penny
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 1:09pm

He keeps turning up.

I was still asleep. My phone rang. Ive put in so many resumes and applications and jam has been the LAST thing on my mind for so long..."private number" meant ...Oh this must be a job!

The GULL = I didnt recognize his voice. He started with....I wanted to tell you on New Years Eve, I left my wife. I packed a bag. I came and sat at your place till 8 in the morning....you never showed up ...now, though she's taken me back and everything's fine. were gna work on our marriage - and Oh...Ive got to take my mom to the morturary today.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:16pm
Oh Michelle...I had such a busy day I just now read this..I am so sorry! You've had a really awful day and I'm so sorry. Know I'm thinking of you tonight...
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:20pm

Thanks Sweetheart!!!! <3

Im just laying low tonight and reflecting on my own emotions. :)

Can't wait till Friday!

:)

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:21pm

Thanks MC.

I hate breaking down emotionally. I do. There's a lesson in it - and Im SURE to find it.

You're doing REALLY WELL, I wanted to tell you that. I dont know if I say it often enough. :)

xoxo,

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:31pm

honey you are so strong and he's not going to get the best of you with his BS fishing. You're right that he's a very very bad penny that in my opinion should be put in a sewer with the slime and s**t cuz that's where he belongs. Don't worry he will get what is coming to him someday.

Love, Sunshine Dedicated to living my new life with integrity, truth and positive thoughts! I am worthy of true love and definitely worth the wait!
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:37pm

Youre right, Renewal...Being surprised, waken up like that...it sucked and like the lady in 'the secret' that stubs her toe getting out of bed and then her whole day sucks...hahaha. totally ME today.

Big ball of Codependent energy..runnin around in the world...being over the top emotional. Wow.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:46pm

You little ball of LOVE!!!!!!!

Thank you.

That's soooo weird you say that...cuz today EVEN THOUGH I am TOTALLLLY responsible for WIGGING OUT - I thought...You know....IM SOARING SO FAR ABOVE HIM with all the work I'm putting into getting TRULY better...that he's actually still shlepping around in affair behavior?????? ...Ive been for SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG WITHOUT AFFAIR BEHAVIOR that Im feeling normal-ISH again...all the while He says he's "working on his marriage" Soooo WHY CALL ME? (rhetorical question)

Maybe this is a co-d dance. Where one of the sick people get free...and the other..."left behind" isnt ready to get healthy...so they PULL THE OTHER ONE BACK IN....If not...You'd simply let them go...as I am working on with him.

Hmmm...You little Vixen...I think we're ONTO something! :)

Thank you for sprinkling your sunshine on my crappy day,

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 10:47pm

Hi Michelle,

This xap knows no boundaries and

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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 11:28pm

I think maybe when you fitst heard what he was saying your heart was hearing "I want you" and you felt GOOD to hear it.

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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 11:42pm
Awww Michelle,

He can't keep doing this to you, he is such a narcissist, he has no regard for you, your life, your personal space, his wife (who has given him this chance), just his selfish self and what he can get from the people around him. Have you thought about threatening to tell to tell his wife? I'm not into threats but put it out there for him to keep away and stop torturing you.

((((hugs)))))
V888
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Wed, 01-19-2011 - 11:44pm

HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA @ I CANT FIND MY GLASSES!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

You know...#4.

BINGO.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010