Been one week - so empty inside

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Registered: 05-02-2005
Been one week - so empty inside
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Thu, 05-05-2005 - 9:20am

Today I do not know if it is missing my exMM voice or that of my son or both. How can I still think about my exMM in a good way after all he did. I can not let my defenses down, he is sitting on a freaking beach io Mexico with his little W.

Why do they leave such a mess behind and we are left cleaning up the sh**.

Sorry having a bad day today.

Thank you all for your words of kindess concerning my son.

Now I need to get that awful man out of my heart and my head.

Kyme

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Registered: 04-19-2003
Thu, 05-05-2005 - 1:32pm

Hi Kymemum!

Hang in there, Hon! It's on day 4 for me and I've noticed that the busier I am, the less I think of MM. I try to fill my days/evenings with STUFF-whether it's hanging out with girlfriends or scrubbing the tub out. Just stuff. I get sad too, but I try to rediscover what things make me truly happy in my life. For me that's the dance stuff I do, the kids I'm surrounded by.

Everyone here tells me it gets easier every day. I believe them.

Kim

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Registered: 04-04-2005
Thu, 05-05-2005 - 9:19pm

Kym

Your remembering the good feelings had about yourself for moments here and there it is not him, when he comes to mind make a point of remembering all the lies and empty promesses the lives destroyed on the ulter of his lust for another mans wife.

You are worth so much more then this so called man could or would ever offer you REMEMBER THAT.

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