Yaaayyy!!! Good for you h4n! Welcome to the board and welcome to getting your life back on the right track. It's painful at times, but come here for support when you start waffle. I have read other ending A boards and none of them compare to the support and insights that you will receive here. None!
Think of blocking him as a protection shield of sorts. If he has no way of contacting you then you won't have a reason to obsess about it...right? It will give you the space that you need to begin healing and figuring out why you allowed yourself to head down this path in the first place. That's the motto around here...why did I do this to myself? :) It's the only thing that matters.
Welcome again and look forward to seeing you on the boards! :)
"It is so hard to have that lump in your throat and have to pretend nothing is wrong."
I totally agree...it is sooo hard. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to leave work and go crawl under a rock somewhere. And, I have job that requires me to be upbeat at all times! Soooo hard right now. A's dampen your spirit..ya know? Your moods are determined by the contact you are getting from the AP. Yuck! Totally sucks. Once you decide enough is enough the moods are based on healing instead and with that comes the light at the end of the tunnel. I just wish the light would get here faster!
Congrats again on deciding to block and walk. There is a lot of power in that decision. You are giving yourself power and not handing it over to someone else. It's a much better place to be! Stick with it and you will be fine. :)
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Yaaayyy!!! Good for you h4n! Welcome to the board and welcome to getting your life back on the right track. It's painful at times, but come here for support when you start waffle. I have read other ending A boards and none of them compare to the support and insights that you will receive here. None!
Think of blocking him as a protection shield of sorts. If he has no way of contacting you then you won't have a reason to obsess about it...right? It will give you the space that you need to begin healing and figuring out why you allowed yourself to head down this path in the first place. That's the motto around here...why did I do this to myself? :) It's the only thing that matters.
Welcome again and look forward to seeing you on the boards! :)
Thank you KW :)
I can't believe I am here again in A Land to be honest.
You are very welcome!
"It is so hard to have that lump in your throat and have to pretend nothing is wrong."
I totally agree...it is sooo hard. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to leave work and go crawl under a rock somewhere. And, I have job that requires me to be upbeat at all times! Soooo hard right now. A's dampen your spirit..ya know? Your moods are determined by the contact you are getting from the AP. Yuck! Totally sucks. Once you decide enough is enough the moods are based on healing instead and with that comes the light at the end of the tunnel. I just wish the light would get here faster!
Congrats again on deciding to block and walk. There is a lot of power in that decision. You are giving yourself power and not handing it over to someone else. It's a much better place to be! Stick with it and you will be fine. :)
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