Called Off!
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| Fri, 04-01-2005 - 8:41pm |
Folks,
wondering who'd like to support me tonight? Husband is out and my heart is in the s***tter!
Yep...I'm the girl who got involved for purely sexual reasons and has now broken it off today. Need some postive feedback on how I did the right thing:) My heart's getting involved and that's why it's over. Nobody has found out, nothing has happened to cause me to take action. Only his family came back from vacation and I figured after no contact for 2 weeks, he'd have me out of his headspace.
No such luck...it wasn't even 7am on monday morning when he epaged! We had our usual phone calls, emails,pages etc but today I decided to decline his invitation. I stated that I was a hard time distinguishing feelings from reality. Feelings that I had not anticipated. I know...Free...I said I could keep em separate. I thought I could then..bam...out of sight and NOT OUT OF MIND. I thought about him every minute of the day.
This is where I'm at. He thinks that we should get together at least one more time..just to cut the strings. He says we owe it to each other to have a nice long meeting (rather than the quick rendez-vous we've had lately). To this I've replied that 1 more encounter won't accomplish anything (other than the obvious). He says he just wants to touch me and know it's the last time. Also says it's not fair of me to have not discussed it with him to set and end date.
I've probably told him too much as far as I'm concerned. I like to play the ICEQUEEN and not seem like he's in my head. the only way I could try to reason with him was that I truthfully was having a hard time not letting him get to my heart!
Sad as this is going to sound....I think he might think it's an April Fool's day joke (I've traditionally pulled some doozies on him the last few years)! this decision wasn't talked about before he left so I think he feels I've pulled the rug out from underneath him. Since our first discussion of ending it, there have been several others where he keeps saying...OK, so I'll see you tomorrow:)
Help..I feel like I've broken off with a high school boyfriend. I feel sad for both of us which I suppose is expected for a little while.
JUST NOTICED HOW LONG OF A RANT THIS IS....WOW....I'm a pretty good typer!
Any advise? Knowing that I do like him, respect him & work with him...Am I being unfair?
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Hubby's out wallking the dog!
Going to attempt a nice night of not working!
Guess I'm thankful for NO CREDIT CARDS!!! Married my hubby for his intelligence...he keeps me away from those:)
Everyone's help & "RAH-RAH's" are helping me out immensely:)
Keep you posted
Free...polite:) Straight Up:) I actually thought you were male! Given your posts, they are more to the point and less "girly":) I like the honesty....blunt doesn't hurt 1/2 as much as truth.
Hell
>"they are more to the point and less "girly""<
Comes with AGE and a life time working in a male dominated business.
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