Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
I am here -- I'm a single mom, had A with MM who still contacts me after I said I want to end it and move on. I am now in day 2 of NC after I broke NC. So grateful for this board and the wisdom shared. If I didn't have it to keep me real I may have tried to continue seeing MM.
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
2.5 months out after two previous half-hearted attempts to end it. Fog is almost completely gone and I feel I am on much stabler ground. Am seeing it all for the escape it provided but am now focusing intently on myself and the things I need to do in my RL to become more aware of myself and to deal more productively with my fears and hopes. Have learned so much from everyone here. Not in a perfect place but am in a much better place. I know I will soon find the true rainbows. Feeling extremely optimistic and excited for the future--whatever it may hold. Much love to all on your journey.
Monday will be 5 weeks of No Contact, this time last year the A chemicals were in full motion and peak, so i am having those reminders right now, added to that, EMM's recent text message, these past couple of weeks have been hard, but i will carry on.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
I am here! I am almost 10 months out of my affair, 2 months LC & 6 months NC! ... this time last year I was a ball of hurt brought on by my own willingness to be the other half of the worst thing to ever happen to two people/families.
My life is flexible and that allows me to stay on as a fairly constant EAS poster, although I have been taking small breaks lately from posting when reading & responding starts to take it's toll on my own mental & emotional health. Yes, it does impact us all to witness so much hurting ... but I owe my life to this board and to all those who kept hold of me tightly when I was spinning off the tracks.
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I am here -- I'm a single mom, had A with MM who still contacts me after I said I want to end it and move on. I am now in day 2 of NC after I broke NC. So grateful for this board and the wisdom shared. If I didn't have it to keep me real I may have tried to continue seeing MM.
I'm still here.
Hi Michelle,
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I am here and a newbie
Im glad to see you're still here. :) That makes me :)
xo,
I am here Michelle.
Monday will be 5 weeks of No Contact, this time last year the A chemicals were in full motion and peak, so i am having those reminders right now, added to that, EMM's recent text message, these past couple of weeks have been hard, but i will carry on.
Merry Christmas to everyone on this board!
V888
xxxxx
Okie dokie, I'm here.
Hi Michelle,
Awah…congrats on the new baby! I’m sure you are in full grandma mode…giving out lots of cuddles.
I’m 3 ½ years out and went to IC and to heal myself and MC with DH to work on our M.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
I am here! I am almost 10 months out of my affair, 2 months LC & 6 months NC! ... this time last year I was a ball of hurt brought on by my own willingness to be the other half of the worst thing to ever happen to two people/families.
My life is flexible and that allows me to stay on as a fairly constant EAS poster, although I have been taking small breaks lately from posting when reading & responding starts to take it's toll on my own mental & emotional health. Yes, it does impact us all to witness so much hurting ... but I owe my life to this board and to all those who kept hold of me tightly when I was spinning off the tracks.
TU.
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