Cant let go no matter how hard I try
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Cant let go no matter how hard I try
| Sat, 05-01-2004 - 6:53pm |
Well I tried to end it last week. Since every break up letter I wrote and planned to give to him I got rid of. I got a new cell phone and didn't give him the number. Well I had it for a few hours and he got the number through an innocent friend. The friend had no idea what he did. I was talking to him on the phone and MM happened to be there. Its like I have everything against me. I tried to break up with him on person but when I see him I cant. If he would of done that to me I would of got the hint !!

We all know how hard this is. We all struggle with no contact from time to time. We may even relapse into contact, knowing we shouldn't. We all sigh, cry, brush ourselves off and start again.
When you have finally decided that enough is enough, and you want to have more than what he is able to give you....you WILL proceed with NC. Until then, there is not much any of us can say or do....it is something that must be reached on your own.
We have all been there....and know the struggle. Keep posting.
big hugs
dharma