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| Thu, 12-30-2010 - 10:29am |
Hi everyone,
I hope everyone had a enjoyable and peaceful holiday season:). Today marks the second anniversary of my xH's death. He took his own life and I have struggled for the better part of these two years in my part of his death. I understand that no one is to blame for his choice, I will admit that guilt still lingers for me that he made that choice. I have been doing alot of thinking of how I was going to handle this day and every other day that follows. I am ready to forgive myself, I will celebrate what we accomplished together, two great kids and I am going to write him a letter rembering our life together. The good, the bad, the pains and joys we experienced together. I am going to thank him for the second chance I have at living a healthy life and to simply tell him that I loved him and will always have love in my heart for him. 2011 will be a good year in further growth<3
I hope everyone had a enjoyable and peaceful holiday season:). Today marks the second anniversary of my xH's death. He took his own life and I have struggled for the better part of these two years in my part of his death. I understand that no one is to blame for his choice, I will admit that guilt still lingers for me that he made that choice. I have been doing alot of thinking of how I was going to handle this day and every other day that follows. I am ready to forgive myself, I will celebrate what we accomplished together, two great kids and I am going to write him a letter rembering our life together. The good, the bad, the pains and joys we experienced together. I am going to thank him for the second chance I have at living a healthy life and to simply tell him that I loved him and will always have love in my heart for him. 2011 will be a good year in further growth<3

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Hugs Jen...your post made me smile through my tears.
Jen, I just cannot imagine. How strong you are. I hope you see that strength and it empowers you whenever you struggle.
Good for you in turning this painful memory into something positive. You sound like an amazing lady.
Love and hugs,
Jen,
I can't imagine what you must be beeling right now.
Jen,
You really put things in perspective for me. I have had a rough couple of months...years if you include the M I was in. I had the death of my dad and my best childhood friend.
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
our pain. Iddy I will heed your advice, i am not as
strong physically as I once was and must obey the
signs my body is giving me. Happy New Year Iddy,
you have been an amazing inspiration to me as well
as everyone I have had the pleasure of meeting
here:)
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