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| Thu, 12-30-2010 - 10:29am |
Hi everyone,
I hope everyone had a enjoyable and peaceful holiday season:). Today marks the second anniversary of my xH's death. He took his own life and I have struggled for the better part of these two years in my part of his death. I understand that no one is to blame for his choice, I will admit that guilt still lingers for me that he made that choice. I have been doing alot of thinking of how I was going to handle this day and every other day that follows. I am ready to forgive myself, I will celebrate what we accomplished together, two great kids and I am going to write him a letter rembering our life together. The good, the bad, the pains and joys we experienced together. I am going to thank him for the second chance I have at living a healthy life and to simply tell him that I loved him and will always have love in my heart for him. 2011 will be a good year in further growth<3
I hope everyone had a enjoyable and peaceful holiday season:). Today marks the second anniversary of my xH's death. He took his own life and I have struggled for the better part of these two years in my part of his death. I understand that no one is to blame for his choice, I will admit that guilt still lingers for me that he made that choice. I have been doing alot of thinking of how I was going to handle this day and every other day that follows. I am ready to forgive myself, I will celebrate what we accomplished together, two great kids and I am going to write him a letter rembering our life together. The good, the bad, the pains and joys we experienced together. I am going to thank him for the second chance I have at living a healthy life and to simply tell him that I loved him and will always have love in my heart for him. 2011 will be a good year in further growth<3

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Big hugs Jen. What you posted is a stark reminder to me of how life can change in an instant and that we can't take any of this life forgranted. I hope you have forgiven yourself. I would bet that he wouldn't want you to beat yourself up for 2 years. Please
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