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| Thu, 03-18-2004 - 11:17pm |
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Hi there...
I got your message. I didn't call back because I'm trying to avoid you :( I think it's finally run its course. I was going to try to avoid the situation altogether, but didn't think it would be fair (or very nice) because I wouldn't want you to do the same to me. Besides, it's a little bit of closure for me. I feel bad saying these things over email, but it's better/easier this way. I do miss you like crazy, but I know the feelings will fade in time and I also think you know where I stand with all of this craziness so there's no need to expand.
I wish you all the best in love and luck....
See you in passing,
Saaaad, but glad
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Now, I'm just crying....
Last week and for part of this week, I was strong...happy, confident, at the top of my game, but then, this morning when I got his message...I felt sooo weak, sad, and broke down in tears a couple times. It's going to get easier...I know it. I liked it better when he avoided me. It was easier....
But, again, all these feelings will pass soon. I went out on a date the other night...it went well...but it wasn't him. I've started going to the gym and a personal trainer is helping me out...he's into me...but again....it's not MM. I hope I can get past this soon...there's a whole new world (healthy world) out there waiting for me to grab it by the arms.....
I can do it.........
Edited 3/19/2004 12:21 am ET ET by bhappy2176

Thoughts of xmm will fade as you make new ones to replace them.
Good luck.