Coming clean......

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2009
Coming clean......
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Wed, 09-30-2009 - 7:55pm

I feel the need to post this.....I am not exactly sure why but I just do. This board is all about getting past A's and taking blame for our own actions as well as being honest with ourselves as well each other.

 

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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-11-2009
Wed, 09-30-2009 - 9:02pm

Your friend was absolutely right.


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This to me is absolutely a continuation of the A.

 

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iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2009
Thu, 10-01-2009 - 12:07am

There is no good or right answer. Truth is I have become good at justifying my behavior. I have done it for years with this particular situation. In the beginning I justified it by thinking

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-11-2009
Thu, 10-01-2009 - 11:27am

How are you doing today?


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              &n

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2009
Thu, 10-01-2009 - 6:27pm

I am doing okay. I really thought I would be a mess by now but so far the biggest emotion I have felt was relief. I did cry Sunday night and when I say cry I mean sob uncontrollably. Since then it has been okay. Not great but okay. The understanding is that I need to be completely

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-18-2008
Thu, 10-01-2009 - 6:50pm

Hi Kristin,


That took a lot of courage. I'm sure it was not an easy post to write. When we are not honest with ourselves, it hurts us the most because it prevents full healing.


I hope this will encourage your to do some soul searching and get down to the whys so that you will not go down the EA road again.


I've read your other posts and I agree with BandK, Victory, EDancer, Energy, and BD on the "Feeling Rattled" post. This guy sounds

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-24-2005
Thu, 10-01-2009 - 10:45pm

Hi Kristin :)


It is good you are coming clean and talking this out.


iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2009
Fri, 10-02-2009 - 12:09am

Thanks for your reply.


 

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-11-2009
Fri, 10-02-2009 - 7:59am

I"m glad to hear the you are done.

 

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iVillage Member
Registered: 09-28-2009
Fri, 10-02-2009 - 8:24am

I'm a MW still very much "hung up" on my xMM so I'm in no place to give you advice, either! But I will tell you this, you sound like a very intelligent, caring person. I'm sure it's hard for your xMM to stay away. Just keep doing what you're doing, analyzing your actions, listening to your heart (and friends) and no matter how many times you fall off the slippery

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2009
Fri, 10-02-2009 - 4:09pm

Seven months is great. You should be very proud of yourself.


I am on day five. It has been silent on all sides which I think is making it easier. I am doing better than I thought I would be doing. I

 

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