Confessions of xMM

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Registered: 01-25-2011
Confessions of xMM
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Thu, 01-27-2011 - 8:36pm

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Registered: 12-31-2009
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 9:45am

Welcome, Decade, and thank you for having the courage to post.

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Registered: 10-20-2009
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 11:57am

Welcome to EAS,

BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
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Registered: 01-25-2011
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 12:46pm

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Registered: 08-10-2010
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 3:05pm
decadelost wrote:

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Fri, 01-28-2011 - 4:51pm
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Registered: 05-15-2010
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 5:27pm
Hi Decade Lost, thanks for your reply and explanations. I sent you a private message explaining something I didnt want to post on here.
MC
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Registered: 11-16-2010
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 8:44pm

Decade,

I see so much of me in your story it's almost uncanny, you write:

I never hooked up with anyone on the road even though there were

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Registered: 01-28-2011
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 9:09pm
In your opinion, what would you do or handle it if you were having an A with your employee? If your families were friends and there was never a promise of leaving, it was just friendship/sex? How am I supposed to work with this man? And my ego is hurt because he wants to cool it to be just friends and see where it goes? You are right, its an addiction. But I think there are feelings and love there as well. I know he loves me and cares for me deeply but he is selfish and so am i. NC is not possible in my situation. I feel like I am never going to heal. That he will always have me there and pull me back.
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Registered: 08-30-2010
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 9:18pm
Thanks Decade for sharing. I can tell you've been lurking for a while because you seem to have so much clarity. I can tell that you are hurting, but you are doing a great job on the road to healing. Glad you posted so that we can get to know your story and learn from your perspective.
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Registered: 01-18-2010
Fri, 01-28-2011 - 11:21pm
Welcome....I wish i had time to post more, but I just wanted to say to you that I am so happy you chose to post. This is one of the best posts I have ever read from someone, being your first post and all. I was so touched by your words and honesty. I am hoping you continue to post and stay here and be a part of our community. I think I can speak for the rest of the board when I say that I truly believe you can be an asset to the board. Please stay....and it very obvious that you have been lurking, you are so witty and sincere and your post is so well written. I am thankful for you, as is the board. Look forward to you posting and keeping us company.
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida