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Couldn't do it.
| Sat, 03-19-2005 - 9:52pm |
i tried. i really did. i didn't see my MM for 9 weeks. 9 whole awful, lonely, cry myself to sleep every night weeks. i know you're all going to be disappointed in me for not being able to stick to NC, but I was just so incredibly unhappy. i called my MM - and told him i wanted to see him. i feel better. i have been missing him so much. of course here I am alone on a saturday night again. life is so unfair.
debbi

debbie,
u are not alone on this saturday nite, we are all here with u, its ok, 9 weeks , hey try again and this time maybe go for 10 weeks with no contact
why are u unhappy, r u unhappy with yourself, are u lonely, hey debbie, i am an orphan, no family at all, not that i know of so talk about being alone and lonely, when i lost OW, it felt not only i lost someone dear to me but she is like my closet thing to family
i know its hard to explain the longing we have for other person, its an addiction, at least its how i feel sometime
life is always unfair, if its fair then we will be bored to death
max
im here tonite coz i ate so much and im so full and i cant sleep still, well its still early on the west coast, hug your H if u have one or kids
Life is not unfair life is what you make it and you choose to do what is going to leave you home alone on a saturday night.
He is his wifes married man not yours never was and never will be, way should he leave his wife when he can have his cake and eat it, he has ZERO motivation to change anything....YOUR ENABLEING HIM.