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Dammit
| Thu, 02-17-2011 - 9:52am |
I'm going to cry today I thought I was going to make it cuz I haven't I just drove by our spot waves of pain and I'm on way to work oh god why now...i want to text him and say I'm sorry for the way I left.

Breathe.
Happy,
Take a deep breath hun.
Sunrise is right.
Hi Looking,
Dont do it !!
LFH!!! Listen to MC and the others, don't do it. YOu will feel awful like I do. I feel like a complete weak, inadequate failure right now. I know what I have to do, but had to look, reply and then actually talk to him. I am
This is what I say to myself whenever the urge to contact him strikes.
What could we possibly have to talk about?? It's over, done. Nothing to see here, folks.
It is okay to cry. It hurts. Breathe through it. Do not give in to the false notion that contacting him is going to make you feel better. If you do, it will be like Ground Hog Day for you from here on out. You'll never break through the destructive cycle. You MUST push through the pain. You MUST look inward. Turn the focus on yourself. Tell youself that YOU want to heal and then take the appropriate action.
Big hugs to you,
~alwayst2