Day 12 NC
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Day 12 NC
| Thu, 02-24-2011 - 6:00pm |
Well, despite the fact that the A ended in Sept, and I was totally NC for 10 weeks.....
I have officially restarted my count as of Valentines Day. This was the day that I recommitted to myself. A week earlier exAP contacted me to ask me for sex-I didn't respond but was gutted. I then fell into a spin for a few days and sought him out (and found him) on a dating site. I shut my fake profile down immediately but looked again on 13 feb only to see that ge goes on everyday.
I decided on V day that this was a mess!!! And I have to stop.
I have now been totally NC ( including cyber stalking) since then.
Unlike last time I amkeeping a count this time. I want my tweener wings!!!
Have to say it is sooooooo hard not to look at that site- you don't have to be a member. But ikeep repeating these words......
NC = no new hurts
IT DOESNT MATTER!!!!
Wish me luck guys
Iggy
I have officially restarted my count as of Valentines Day. This was the day that I recommitted to myself. A week earlier exAP contacted me to ask me for sex-I didn't respond but was gutted. I then fell into a spin for a few days and sought him out (and found him) on a dating site. I shut my fake profile down immediately but looked again on 13 feb only to see that ge goes on everyday.
I decided on V day that this was a mess!!! And I have to stop.
I have now been totally NC ( including cyber stalking) since then.
Unlike last time I amkeeping a count this time. I want my tweener wings!!!
Have to say it is sooooooo hard not to look at that site- you don't have to be a member. But ikeep repeating these words......
NC = no new hurts
IT DOESNT MATTER!!!!
Wish me luck guys
Iggy

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