Day 12 NC

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Registered: 04-11-2010
Day 12 NC
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Thu, 02-24-2011 - 6:00pm
Well, despite the fact that the A ended in Sept, and I was totally NC for 10 weeks.....

I have officially restarted my count as of Valentines Day. This was the day that I recommitted to myself. A week earlier exAP contacted me to ask me for sex-I didn't respond but was gutted. I then fell into a spin for a few days and sought him out (and found him) on a dating site. I shut my fake profile down immediately but looked again on 13 feb only to see that ge goes on everyday.

I decided on V day that this was a mess!!! And I have to stop.

I have now been totally NC ( including cyber stalking) since then.

Unlike last time I amkeeping a count this time. I want my tweener wings!!!

Have to say it is sooooooo hard not to look at that site- you don't have to be a member. But ikeep repeating these words......

NC = no new hurts

IT DOESNT MATTER!!!!

Wish me luck guys

Iggy
You are what you consistently do

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Registered: 04-01-2010
Sun, 02-27-2011 - 5:22pm
Iggy, Macarena couldn't have said it any better. Do not hold anything back with your T. You owe that to yourself and your family. If you feel like your T is judging, find another. This is about YOUR mental health. It's not a popularity contest. Let us know how it goes.
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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