Day 18 NC- I want to call him BADLY !

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Registered: 07-02-2004
Day 18 NC- I want to call him BADLY !
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Wed, 04-06-2005 - 9:33am

Hi- I was just reading some posts . I feel all of your pain .
I am struggling badly .
Dont know what to do . I still want to be with him even though he has HURT me
so badly . Why do we do this to ourselves ?
I saw him yesterday at work and NOTHING
not even Hi or good morning it was so uncomfortable .

I dont see him everyday maybe a few times a month ( 5 )

So- here I am again overwhelmed with all these feelings . So- depressed
didnt even go to work .

I want to call him email him text him .

Going NUTZZZZZZZZZ--------- THANX 4 reading . NNJ

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Registered: 03-13-2004
Wed, 04-06-2005 - 11:01am

love,

i know how it feels, call your friends instead

welcome to the board

max

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Registered: 04-04-2005
Wed, 04-06-2005 - 1:49pm
Hi Love, I was just about to post that I am not strong today - it is so nice to know I am not alone. Don't do it - from what everyone says, it will just prolong the pain and make it worse in the long run. I tried to think my way around that advice and say to myself that I just need to tell him something quick - I am not even looking for a response. But that is a lie to myself. I would be looking for a response and one that says I miss you, I love you and I want you maybe even with an apology of sorts. I know I won't get that. At the gym this morning, "our" song Here Without You came on and I cried. I want to email him so bad to tell him that - but why? What does it matter to him? Just know that you are not alone - I'm right there with you and I am going to NOT contact him - please try and do the same. Hugs, Sunny
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Registered: 04-04-2005
Wed, 04-06-2005 - 7:58pm

Ladies

DON'T CALL THAT MAN, it is not worth going back to square one all over again is it really, Love you have come so far now's not the time to quit, YOU CAN DO THIS believe in yourself your to damn good to allow yourself to be badly treated by person.

Hang on for another day this urge will pass.

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