You are NOT alone on this because I am suffering with the SAME thing over and over again. xMM didn't treat me right either, yet I still cave and contact him from time to time. WHY???
It's part addiction, maybe even obsession, I myself don't even know!
WOW TU! Just wow! I know the Healing Library has become a somewhat free for all. But I am going to use my Supertweener pull and put this down in the Wisdom and Insights thread. It has been a while since we had one in there. This whole response, start to finish was amazing!
For you newbies who may not know because TU has not had the space to be with us as much as she used to...she always speaks from the heart and says things in such a way that most of us could never be able to. You were just given some TRUE gold in these words. Read them, over and over. Find that place in yourself that you can actually listen with strength. What we all receive here is a gift. Never forget that.
Thank you again TU. Although aimed at the newbies...this post resonated so deeply with me as well. Hope you are well my friend.
TU - I second everything that Foggy just said. What you bring to this board (and to us newbies) is invaluable. When I read your first post to me, I felt as though I had been slapped across the face. Literally. But do you know what? It was in that instant that the chain holding me in the depths of the A snapped, and "ending" was no longer something I wanted to do, it was something I HAD to do. I don't think I will ever be able to repay you for that.
Daisy - sorry for hijacking your post to say thank you to TU. I am following every word of your story and I am so looking forward to seeing you heal and watching you become the happy person you want to be.
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Hi Daisy,
3 days NC is a great start.
You are NOT alone on this because I am suffering with the SAME thing over and over again. xMM didn't treat me right either, yet I still cave and contact him from time to time. WHY???
It's part addiction, maybe even obsession, I myself don't even know!
Hang in there....
For you newbies who may not know because TU has not had the space to be with us as much as she used to...she always speaks from the heart and says things in such a way that most of us could never be able to. You were just given some TRUE gold in these words. Read them, over and over. Find that place in yourself that you can actually listen with strength. What we all receive here is a gift. Never forget that.
Thank you again TU. Although aimed at the newbies...this post resonated so deeply with me as well. Hope you are well my friend.
Peace, Light & Hope
Foggy
Daisy - sorry for hijacking your post to say thank you to TU. I am following every word of your story and I am so looking forward to seeing you heal and watching you become the happy person you want to be.
Smiles and sunshine
Kat
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