Day 5 or is it 4?

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-31-2011
Day 5 or is it 4?
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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 1:10pm

Just thinking/writng out loud:

I feel so different today than I did on Day 1 - I wanted to vomit, or just go to sleep and shut the world out.

Today I actually can imagine my life without him

Today I focused on my children and getting them ready for the day

Today I care less about "them" together

Today I am less angry.

Today I can stop myself from thinking about when we were having sex and get disgusted

Today I can see my A for what it was - Just an A and nothing more.

Today I can say "He doesn't matter - only me and my H and children."

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 1:38pm

Hello Nvr

So happy that things are turning around for you.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-23-2010
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 2:00pm

(((NSN)))

You know what?

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-10-2010
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 2:17pm
I agree with GF. Just imagine how you are going to feel in 1 month! :) Also, whenever you feel down (because those times are going to come again), just remember your own words : Today I actually can imagine my life without him Today I focused on my children and getting them ready for the day Today I care less about "them" together Today I am less angry. Today I can stop myself from thinking about when we were having sex and get disgusted Today I can see my A for what it was - Just an A and nothing more. Today I can say "He doesn't matter - only me and my H and children." I'm so happy for you :)
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 8:42pm

Look at you!!!!

You're so smart!!!

BabyStepping and gleening from every moment the new freedom you feel.

I am IMPRESSED!

It's obvious that you TRULY want something different for your life.

Keep up the committment to heal,

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
iVillage Member
Registered: 08-30-2010
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 11:23pm

Nvr....I'm not sure if I had a chance to welcome you to EAS....so here I am welcoming you.