Day 5 or is it 4?
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Day 5 or is it 4?
| Fri, 02-04-2011 - 1:10pm |
Just thinking/writng out loud:
I feel so different today than I did on Day 1 - I wanted to vomit, or just go to sleep and shut the world out.
Today I actually can imagine my life without him
Today I focused on my children and getting them ready for the day
Today I care less about "them" together
Today I am less angry.
Today I can stop myself from thinking about when we were having sex and get disgusted
Today I can see my A for what it was - Just an A and nothing more.
Today I can say "He doesn't matter - only me and my H and children."

Hello Nvr
So happy that things are turning around for you.
(((NSN)))
You know what?
Look at you!!!!
You're so smart!!!
BabyStepping and gleening from every moment the new freedom you feel.
I am IMPRESSED!
It's obvious that you TRULY want something different for your life.
Keep up the committment to heal,
Michelle
Nvr....I'm not sure if I had a chance to welcome you to EAS....so here I am welcoming you.