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| Fri, 01-14-2005 - 12:43pm |
If you read my earlier post- "my day in the sun" you will understand further. He called me back after I told him I wanted nothing to do with him. He said he can't stop thinking of me everyday and missing me. He is so upset with everything. He was so flustered and nervous of the phone and just kept talking 90 to nothing about how he feels and how he hates this. I told him there is nothing we can do about it now bc his wife is pregnant. I was strong. I got the power back and knowing he felt as strong as I did about everything and how much he misses me made me feel on top again. Don't worry after 4 months of depression and rejected feeling - I will never feel that way again!! Go me

Dear Mere:
I know you have been waiting for this for so long just to know that he still cares and misses you too. I am glad for you that you know now. I have always had xMM contact me after long periods of time to say he still loves me and it does bring some comfort to know that I am not feeling the feelings alone. I am glad for your comfort today.
And I think the fact that he was contacting your H was his way of getting to you. So it was HIM who broke the NC--not you.
Anyway we have our comfort now but it doesn't change ANYTHING we still have to live our REAL lives and not stay in the FANTASY world of an A that is OVER.
Survive
Congratulations! In the beginning we think this day will never come -- but it does!! Good for you! I am so happy for you!