Days, months, or even years ...

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Registered: 03-17-2010
Days, months, or even years ...
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Wed, 05-26-2010 - 9:32pm

Hello to all my Brothers and Sisters!


I am exactly 1 month NC today and the highs and lows i've felt during that period i've already experience prior.

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Registered: 12-07-2009
Fri, 05-28-2010 - 4:07pm

Liberty,


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   ~Iddy~ 


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Registered: 05-22-2010
Fri, 05-28-2010 - 9:27pm

Personally I count days and come to EAS because I need to admit to myself that I am weak.


I was told shortly after my wedding (by a miffed ex-boyfriend) that I would never be a faithful wife. It just wasn't my nature. I would have the happy home and a guy on the side. This guy did me a great favor that day because if I am anything, then I am stubborn. I was determined to prove him wrong and did so successfully for over 20 year. Then I became weak and unsure of myself (men would call it a mid-life crisis). And his prediction came true. During A, his words-its just my nature to have a guy on the side-was part of my fog.


As the fog lifts I know that I am capable of doing the right thing and living my happily ever after with just one guy. As the fog lifts I know I am a beautiful and smart woman. As the fog lifts I have to admit that I am weak and could fall again. That is why EAS is in my life and that is why I count days 6 days of NC is 6 days of strength.


I agree that I do not want to be here in 5 years (possibly not even in 1 year) but I am glad I am here now.

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