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DDay Has Arrived
| Wed, 11-11-2009 - 4:41pm |
Well as they say the "prodigal son has returned" or make that daughter in my case.
| Wed, 11-11-2009 - 4:41pm |
Well as they say the "prodigal son has returned" or make that daughter in my case.
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Go on with your badself!!! Good aha moment for you!!!! :) You are absolutely right..he hasn't thought about what you are feeling and going through. How hard it is on you. His concern is himself and getting himself out of the mess at home while you are wrestling with your own concerns.
You are not a bad person at all. It is the situation that is causing the problems, the worries, the stress. Now, no more stress of it - he has the stress. I am so happy for you!
Grats on your new start!!! It will be great! :)
I just wanted to let you know that said you begged God for forgiveness and you said you believe in God. Well you then you know that you are now forgiven in the eyes of God. So now you must forgive yourself and move forward doing the right thing. Start new today and be that person you want to be. You can hold your head high because you have been forgiven and that is the most important thing. Everyone makes mistakes and all sins are mistakes. You must just learn from your mistakes.
I just wanted to remind you of that because it really helped me deal with all the guilt. It was very hard for me to move forward when I was feeling all that guilt and shame. It would make me feel worse and worse and I would think about it all the time. When I felt that bad about what I did I would actually get a "who cares?" attitude and I would contact him. So please know that you have been forgiven and I hope it makes you feel better so you can move forward with a better and happier life starting today.
Take care
Thanks Hope! I hope your doing well yourself. Im not sure Im as good as your giving me credit for but I keep looking for little things to keep me going and keep the tears and sadness at bay as much as possible.
Last night I had a moment and got out of it by writing a text message to myself (see that way I can reread them anytime of day no matter where I am to lift me up)
This one went like this:
Thank you luv!
Your kind words have really helped.
When will I ever learn my lesson, when is it ever enough hurt for me??? Im starting to think I enjoy the pain..... so Im going to confess my latest mess up and then try to hold onto a bit of dignity.
hi there,
all i can tell u i hope u learned your lesson by now. just concentrate on your self, learn how to love your self. I m sure you do not want your daughter or your best gf to be treated this way, why do you allow him to treat you this way.
hugs
You did it girl! You realized you are in control and it is YOUR life. Not your life revolving around him. Good job on maybe chunking his stuff to the curb. That would be a BIG release! Kinda like a put it away feeling. You are deciding to rid your day of his stuff. No more staring at it or worrying Is he gonna call for it? Now it is you can call but it isn't here anymore.
I cannot imagine going through all you have in your life. And all of it will help you through this. The strength you have gained from it will get you through this next tough chapter. You are a superwoman to me!!! :)
I enjoyed this weekend. Didn't think about xAP as much. When I realized it, it kinda freaked me out but then I felt so relieved about it. It felt good too!! It felt good not to spend the weekend watching my phone for texts or constantly checking my email. It was nice not to have that stress.
Have a good Monday!!
(think I replied under the wrong post. oops! hehe)
So hope was that post for me? LOL or someone else? You said you think you posted in the wrong place??
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