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| Wed, 08-04-2010 - 6:27pm |
I just noticed in one your posts that today is 9 months for you! That is so awesome. Does that make you a super-duper tweener? Mega-tweener?
Whatever the title, it makes you rock :)
Bodhi

Thanks, Bodhi! It's very sweet of you to notice and comment.
I'm not really in a celebratory mind frame over this milestone, though. Certainly not like how I felt at 3 or even 6 months. I think I will stay simply a "Tweener" with no added superlatives. At this stage, it's not about the days logged in, it's about the effort and work put into the healing. I am, actually, a little disappointed with my progress right now -- so, no party for me. Just a recommitment to getting busy with more hard work.
Onward and upward!
Dee
I'm sorry you aren't feeling like celebrating. I'm at a much earlier stage of that - the "now whats"? Iddy helped me realize that now the hard work starts, on me. You know the saying "wherever you go, there you are"? I wish it was wherever you go, there is the totally-with-it-got-her-act-together gal. I guess it's kind of like exercise. You don't get the abs without doing the crunches :) Thinking of you.
Bodhi
Dee I really hope you feel better soon. Be very proud of you that you have come so far long. Although there are constant challenges in life aside from A the only difference now is that you are stronger. Now by saying that even the strongest of us have our very weak moments. That is what makes us human. I know I am feeling stronger in the sense that I am not seeking the easy way out. Which is not "easy" LOL it is hell. I still feel AWFUL. I am crying every freaking day. But I am stronger because I think I am controlling my urges to succumb to JAM. And its...Because of people like yourself. :-)
~here is a lil quote for ya~
The most beautiful people are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.
~Elisabeth Kübler-Ross~