Did anyone read my original story?
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Did anyone read my original story?
| Fri, 02-25-2005 - 9:46pm |
Just wondering if anyone read it or maybe you don't need to. I've read my story in so many of the posts. I need strength to do this. NC means he won't be remembering me. I know he must think of me. Help, I'm going crazy.

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It is the truth about the other 3 women and when he used to go to the city with 'the boys' they would get escorts to come to the hotel. He said just for BJ nothing more. He said he stopped looking when he met me. He said I was everything and he didn't have the desire to look anymore. He was finally content.
Not only did he quit looking, he probably saved a lot of money.
No I never took any of that as a compliment. He told me about the other women and about the escorts at the very beginning when there wasn't a lot of emotion around. We met in the city for the weekend and it was all about sex then. Why would I ever believe he wouldn't do that stuff to me. He made a fake letter one time and sent it to himself b/c she opened all his mail, it said there was a meeting in the city. I was there for 4 days that week so we booked the hotel an extra day, when he left I cried like a fool. I felt that he really thought a lot of me to go thru all the trouble of making the letter, taking the day off work and coming to see me, spending the night with me. It was so nice. We went shopping and we felt like for the first time we could go in public without worry. It was so nice. We liked the same things, or maybe we did. He said he did but who really knows. Please tell me someday that I will truly realize what a liar he is. Tell me that the wool will not pulled over my eyes forever. I wish he would want me back so I can tell him no and hurt him like he hurt me. He's off on stress leave from work. No one ever sees him around. Do you think he's healing or hoeing around? I live in a small community, I heard his van was seen at a girl's house and her car was at his. I need to believe that he is moving on so quick. That means that I meant nothing. Wow eh? Why does my heart have such a hard time accepting this? My head sees it but not my heart. I have a stubborn heart I guess. Thanks for listening all of you. I think I can get thru this with you guys by my side.
Many blessings,
Robin
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