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Did something stupid...
| Mon, 01-04-2010 - 7:03pm |
Although I deleted and cleared my history on my computer, I couldn't erase the URL from my memory.
| Mon, 01-04-2010 - 7:03pm |
Although I deleted and cleared my history on my computer, I couldn't erase the URL from my memory.
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Now Lost, what did I tell you about playing Bejeweled instead of visiting crazy-land?
Energy...lol before I clicked on the thread to see who responded... I had a feeling it might be you.
NC since Dec. 9th 2009
No Contact = No N
Ya you did, and now you
Energies not kidding folks.
Aw Lost, I don't play Farmville, having one addictive game is enough for me as i gotta work and stuff.
NC since Dec. 9th 2009
No Contact = No N
I don't know how things work on the site you are viewing, but I figure he's either been writing this crap all along, OR, if he has some set up to alert him that you are
Lost,
so sorry he is such an a$$..he absolutely knows you are looking...he is upset cuz you are not responding to his calls etc...and will lash out too. N yes they know you are looking. So sorry, i know this hurts. and I can relate, if you recall are exAP's are very similar...he has spoken so poorly of me, all of which was untrue, he has had his new OW call me home and leave me vulgar and threatening vm's. It hurt like hell to hear some strange women calling me and knowing deeply personal things about me...it crushed me. I posted the story here, just like you.
I am sorry...so sorry. Use it to motivate you to be DONE, DONE, DONE....block him or delete him from any social website of yours and for the last time...CHANGE YOUR NUMBER. Yes, I sound like your mother, but you need to understand that as long as you allow him to get to you, he is still holding the kids and has power from him. Take it away and keep it for you and you only. Please...if you cant change it for some reason (which i can not think of one at this point), yes it is somewhat inconvenient but is it not well worth it? If he keeps calling you.....it is worth it.
At least find a way to block him. AT LEAST!
And u stop putting your own hand on the burner...erase the history, if you get an impulse to do it. Come up with a plan to stop you...ten things...that involve time...and then when you have done all those things...by then the impulse to do it should be gone.
Proud of you for coming here...ok, u got hit, take the hit as a gift, someone posted that here somewhere, its pretty profound...take the hit as a gift, i know it does not feel that way, but use it to motivate you to stay the hell away from the F-up that he is.
Cry, dry your eyes, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and go hard again tomorrow....minor setback. U can do this...u have written some powerful, insightful stuff on this board....u have helped me. Dont let this take you from your path....the path i am walking with you...
hit me up on im if you need to....hugs....
SJ
Dudette,
How many times do you need to touch the hot stove until you get sick of it hurting?
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