do they have radar or something????
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| Fri, 06-18-2010 - 1:52pm |
Hey ladies.. been off for a while as it is difficult to get on as often as I would like. I am hoping everyone is staying on their true path :)
So really now??? Do they have a little radar built in or something??? I am moving on and even started dating a little. That has been tough but I want to get out there and start living a little. Mind you I am taking the dating scene nice and slow as I still have healing within to deal with. Back to my question. So I am coping well.. I meet a decent guy. Nothing much happening there but I like him thus far. I am starting to smile even in private moments I KNOW WOWOW!!! I get a message from XMM; yes a message. Casual. Then Another a little more flirty. I didnt respond so he gave up I suppose. But let me tell you getting the message set me back. I was sad all over again. I was tempted all over again. I wanted him again :( I know I am not over it but I was getting used to the idea and coping. I want indifference. Where can i get some?

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~Iddy~
I just got off wit the provider and blocked is number. This is a start. I now have him blocked from everyting. IM and Facebook! I hated that feeling that I felt when I got his message. So I am full proof protected. I just hope not to run into him. I actually avoid places that I know he will be at. No loss to me really I could care less to go anyway. If I see him I need some serious armour. Oh his damn smile! I melt everytime!
OMG when you said open new wounds my first thought was No WAY I just cant handle it all over again. I find the more I re-open that wound it get harder everytime. Good news is I dont want C with him. I really dont. Although I am sad, and nostalgic at times but the memory of the pain while in A is still present. Its a good thing. Keeps me focused. As for the new guy he seems really nice and he is SINGLE :) I am def not rushing into this.