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Do you think its strange???
| Wed, 04-21-2004 - 10:02am |
I know alot of you say how you wish your OM/MM well but right now I DONT! Is that strange? I am trying to hate him. Trying not to dwell on happy times but focus on moments and things that I didnt particularly like. In fact I found myself wishing him unhappiness so that he would feel miserable about losing me. Strange right?
In fact I created these fantasies in my head of me running into him in a year or so and I of course looked really good and was totally non-chalant w/ him and wanting him to feel regret that he lost me. I had visions of me being really strong when I saw him and him confessing that he misses me. I have been hoping that I will recover and strengthen my marriage and he will just be miserable.
So how evil am I right? Strange? Phew, what a confession!! I am actually laughing as I am writing it.

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