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| Wed, 08-11-2010 - 2:10pm |
Last night I had a vivid dream. Xap and I met for lunch. He told me that he made a mistake and that he can't live without me. He wants to take care of me, give me the world. My response to him was clear and simple. I told him I love my husband. I told him I am not the same person he knew while we were in the A.
I sat straight up in bed. It felt as though it really happened. It was such an awesome feeling. I feel as though God was speaking to me through my dreams.
I have, in the past, had dreams of him that left me feeling sad and longing for what we once had...NO MORE!
My prayer is that you all can experience this kind of dream.
Love, AAI

"Sweet" dreams!!!
We only miss what could have been.
We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.
I think that is great... it means your subconscious has caught up with all of your hard work. You truly do believe that you've made the right choice. You truly do believe that you will never go back. Congrats to you!
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
Ditto to what Jane said. I want to add that I find it amazing that our dreams can reaffirm what our alert and awake mind just cant seem to comprehend.
I too had a dream that I look back on and see as a HUGE milestone in my healing. In my dream I had admitted my A to my H, XMM had left his wife and he and I were now married...and I was miserable!!!! I was now living the life that I had always wanted, I was with XMM and was depressed because I now saw him for who he really was. He was insecure, controlling and a serial cheater. In that dream I
Love, AAI
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HI
Im lurking here more and more and I am feeling very clear about things lately. I also had adream last night which is why I had to post.
I dreamt that I was with AP as a couple- again something I thought I wanted a while ago. He was stressed, preoccupied and I felt stressed as a result. I had anew hair cut and it was bright red. He made no bones about how it didnt suit the look he wanted for us and that I looked stupid. I was very upset.
I woke up and prompty told my (increasingly) wonderful H about the dream (leaving out the AP bit). I asked what would he think if I had a radical new haircut and bright red hair. He said- if it was still attached to your face, I wouldnt care what style you had.
Says so much huh
Hi IGS
If ever i do something radical appearance wise (yes it is usually red hair) my
H laughs and says
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