I completely understand where you are coming from......i have "lucid dreams" sometimes they are so real to me it confusing when i'm really awake....... i won't go into all the medical stuff i've been through over it........i'm just sympathizing w/ya.
rena, after I read your post I realized I never dream about my husband. Ugh, I wonder if that's a bad sign? Ha.
I remember telling xAP about dreams I had of him and how the dreams stayed with me for a day or two. xAP told me he never dreams and if he had one, he wouldn't remember it. So, I'm wondering - if these AP's don't dream - does that mean not much is bothering them? Me thinks so.
I dream vividly every night, and I more often than not remember them. I have seen my dreams shifting dramatically as I have transitioned out of the A. I use to dream that he was laughing at me - that I was running through buildings frantically looking for him, but only ever catching a glimpse of him, or that I was watching him and his W be together. Now - I dream quieter heartaches. Like, someone moving into my old office space with him, or of him waving to me. I feel like my subconscious is starting to let the fantasy of us go. I'll admit that it's still scary to me - and that even in my dreams I feel sad about this whole mess.
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Hi,
I completely understand where you are coming from......i have "lucid dreams" sometimes they are so real to me it confusing when i'm really awake....... i won't go into all the medical stuff i've been through over it........i'm just sympathizing w/ya.
rena, after I read your post I realized I never dream about my husband. Ugh, I wonder if that's a bad sign? Ha.
I remember telling xAP about dreams I had of him and how the dreams stayed with me for a day or two. xAP told me he never dreams and if he had one, he wouldn't remember it. So, I'm wondering - if these AP's don't dream - does that mean not much is bothering them?
Me thinks so.
I dream vividly every night, and I more often than not remember them. I have seen my dreams shifting dramatically as I have transitioned out of the A. I use to dream that he was laughing at me - that I was running through buildings frantically looking for him, but only ever catching a glimpse of him, or that I was watching him and his W be together. Now - I dream quieter heartaches. Like, someone moving into my old office space with him, or of him waving to me. I feel like my subconscious is starting to let the fantasy of us go. I'll admit that it's still scary to me - and that even in my dreams I feel sad about this whole mess.
Ahhhh ... better dreams to come, I'm sure.
TU.
"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it."
— Maya Angelou
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