Drowning in a sea of "what ifs?'
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|Sun, 08-05-2012 - 11:58am|
What if I had made more of an effort to see him that last time? What if I had just said the right thing? What if....
So many thoughts in trying to figure out how to make this OK. Sending out way too many messages in an effort to reach him with no reply. We've been down this "it's over" road so many times before that I'm having a hard time believing that this really is it.
How do I convince myself to stop waiting for him to come back? This isn't the way I wanted it to end and I feel like there is so much left to be said.
Kids go back to school soon and then I am left with so much time alone that used to be filled by him.