Enjoying the moderate emotional landscape for a change
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Enjoying the moderate emotional landscape for a change
| Mon, 01-03-2011 - 9:51am |
I just want to say that I am feeling probably the best I've felt in a long long time. I have no idea how long now since NC but it hasnt been that long and it doesn't matter. Deleting the xAP's phone number from my

Sunshine -
It's amazing what we get used to as "normal" isn't it? Yes, there will still be lows, but the edges will continue to wear off. I still play mind games with myself and do whatever it takes to keep moving forward. When you really think about it, "normal" life (daily life without being in an A) doesn't really consist of too many extreme highs and lows. It's "even" most of the time. So, the peace you are feeling is wonderful. Keep the sun shining :)
Bodhi
(((Sunshine)))
I am so glad you were strong enough to make it to this point. This is when things really start turning around for you. You are able to see things for what they were with brilliant, fog-free eyes. Your focus will become even more about you, as you examine the "whys" of your actions and choices.
OMG, I remember when that rollercoaster finally ended!! Never been so happy to get off a rollercoaster in my life!!
You are right in knowing that you are still going to be experiencing some highs and lows, but the distance between the pendulum swings will
Keep it coming, Sunshine. Every day you will see little improvements magically appearing within your emotional landscape. ;-)
((Hugs))
Excellent work, Sunshine!
Sunshine!!!!!!!!!!
HIGH FIVE YOU!!!!!!
Good job, isn't this the BEST PART YET?!??!?!?!?!
I promise you - you've turned a corner! Here's why: