Hi KMG - I think your story is really sad - but I wanted to tell you are very lucky to be in NC because this is just the quickest way to heal. Be happy your xap never contacted you - I wished so many times that I would not be the one ending it and then struggling with NC and having to ignore endless fishing - because it's so easy to maintain NC out of pride when you're the one who got dumped.
And yes, every time my x contacts me I end up in tears because I am in love with him still and I miss him very much. Even if it was not real and never meant to be, my feelings ARE real and hurt and pain are very real too.
Just want to wish you well on your journey, I don't know why, but somehow I feel that you and your husband will end up back together some day. He seems to be that happy-go-lucky person who'll get over his hurt and you seem to be healing and moving away from you affair in very positive direction too.
Now, if I only could say the same thing about myself and my husband:)
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E1, Alice and everyone else who acknowledged me:
Well, to everyone:
Hi KMG - I think your story is really sad - but I wanted to tell you are very lucky to be in NC because this is just the quickest way to heal. Be happy your xap never contacted you - I wished so many times that I would not be the one ending it and then struggling with NC and having to ignore endless fishing - because it's so easy to maintain NC out of pride when you're the one who got dumped.
And yes, every time my x contacts me I end up in tears because I am in love with him still and I miss him very much. Even if it was not real and never meant to be, my feelings ARE real and hurt and pain are very real too.
Just want to wish you well on your journey, I don't know why, but somehow I feel that you and your husband will end up back together some day. He seems to be that happy-go-lucky person who'll get over his hurt and you seem to be healing and moving away from you affair in very positive direction too.
Now, if I only could say the same thing about myself and my husband:)
XOXO
Gone
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