Feel blah....I miss

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Registered: 12-12-2004
Feel blah....I miss
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Tue, 01-25-2005 - 1:40pm

Today is 5 days NC! I'm not sure if I should count Saturday-present b/c he is away and won't be back until Saturday.

I just feel blah!!

I miss him making me laugh and vice versa.
I miss my cell phone ringing.
I miss checking my email to find emails from him.
I miss seeing his truck parked outside in the parking lot (where we work).
I miss his voice.
I miss his cologne.
I miss him.

Blah!

Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I just want to cry and I think I will....later.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 12-12-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 10:52am

Bria-

Is that why you have been quiet too the last few days? I was avoiding posting b/c I didn't want everyone to know what I loser I am. I see now how it's so easy to say things but the work comes with following up on what you say. I am such an a**! LOL!

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Registered: 11-08-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 11:57am

Actually I have been REALLY tempted to contact these last 2 days so I stayed really busy so i didnt. Then last night i was like what can a simple text do.. aha!

I dont know if I regret it. I mean we left thing really awfully btn us so at least that is over. But he is way back in my thoughts today and I am really wondering what he is thinking. I wasnt worried as much about him these last 2 weeks. I am hopign in a day or so it will pass. Of course not conatacting again is a real trick too!

Are you still emailing?

Feel free to email me as well anytime

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