Feeling Bad this Afternoon

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
Feeling Bad this Afternoon
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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:06pm

Hi Everyone,

Not sure what has come over me today.

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Registered: 12-15-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:08pm

Sweet pea, I was just this minute thinking of you...honestly!

Keep the faith, honey. This will pass. These things just happen. They do. Find something to distract yourself that you find engrossing then go and do it.

Just ride it out and it will all seem different in time. You know this.

Arohanui - much love

LL

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Registered: 12-15-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:41pm

And some more hugs because I'm still thinking of you. xxx

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:45pm

Thank you Lulu,

You are the best!

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Registered: 01-03-2011
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:46pm
iVillage Member
Registered: 08-20-2009
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 3:48pm

Hi MC

Do you really want to hear his voice? Do you really want to feel the pain way deep down? You are stronger now than you were 59 days ago. And tomorrow at 60 days you will be even stronger.

I'll tell you. I heard my XMM voice today (voicemail), he is my boss. I couldnt call him back.

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Registered: 06-17-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 7:08pm

I'm sorry you had a rough day MC. You did the right thing by coming to EAS. You are realizing that xap isn't the answer to feeling blue. You have come very far. Tomorrow is a brand new day :) Stay the course.

Bodhi

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Registered: 07-17-2004
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 7:20pm
Hi MC, I am happy to hear after a walk you feel better. At around the same point in nc that you are I needed to go for alot more walks. I still need those walks to keep myself busy and focused. I think it's great you know what do to do when you hit a wobbly moment:) I am also using iddys stop sign picture as well, not so much for xap but for those thoughts that pop up that are negative. I am starting to see more clearly my old behaviours and how I really can change them, we do hold the power of choice and using it positively is a great feeling. I see that you are using that choice in good ways as well. You are doing great and congrats on 59 days nc that is awsome:)
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Registered: 01-07-2011
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 7:39pm

Sending Big hugs to you MC. There will be times where we'll experience the "peaks and valleys" sometimes one more than the other, but its times like these where your resolve and will power and determination come into play. You should be very proud of yourself for not making contact..i know i'm proud of you for not ripping off that proverbial bandaid. You did it! And tomorrow will be 60 days NC! Now that's a BIG achievement! whenever you feel the need to contact xap, just come here and vent..we'll help you along the way.

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-30-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 7:48pm
Wow 60 days tomorrow?? That's fantastic!! Be kind to yourself hunny! You can keep up NC; EAS will be here to support you.
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 8:02pm

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((MC))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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