Feeling crappy once again...... :(

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-23-2009
Feeling crappy once again...... :(
26
Tue, 03-16-2010 - 5:10pm

I am feeling frustrated, down and am struggling again. The A is OVER and has been for about 3 months now (we still small talk about stuff, give each other those looks, or at least he does me from time to time, there is still some flirting that takes place and I will be leaving here in a few months (we work together) which he knows and it was said my last week here we should/want to be together one last time I then said I can’t, just can’t). So the A is over but I feel myself regressing back and I don’t want to, I was doing so good, I was so strong, now all the emotions are crumbling down on me again.


Pages

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-21-2009
Wed, 03-24-2010 - 12:22am

It's a little off, so sorry, but brighterdays09, I remember you from the last year. You were struggling sometime in January-February of the last year - same as me ( I was on a looong break from x at the time too, thinking we're done for good). The I remember you posted sometimes in June or July that is was 5 months as you're out and you even forgot about it and I was back in affair and cried reading it, because it could've been me If I'd stay away from my x, but I fell back and my suffering was never-ending.

I just would like to thank you to being an inspiration, because I am almost 5 weeks out and struggling so badly. Again, if just like you, I'd stay away from him last year, I wouldn't be going through it right now:)

XOXO
Gone

**Bloodied but unbowed**
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-07-2009
Wed, 03-24-2010 - 11:50am

GBG -


I am going to risk being in trouble for a hijack to respond because what you wrote really moved me and I think that LIGA and really anyone here can benefit so much from your honest and heartfelt words.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-20-2009
Wed, 03-24-2010 - 11:52am

Amen, Sister. Amen. Loved this. Thank you!!!

xoxo
Dee

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-01-2008
Wed, 03-24-2010 - 3:25pm

"Really, when I was in the A and for a long time afterwards, I felt so isolated and haunted by what I had done that I thought I was truly lost as a person.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-07-2009
Wed, 03-24-2010 - 4:49pm

You are most welcome, buddy.

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-01-2008
Thu, 03-25-2010 - 4:30am

i am sticking to nc.

Pages